Let’s face it, if you own more than two videogame consoles chances are you will have a backlog of games you haven’t played yet. I’m not talking about games you’ve had a minor interest in at some point or another, I’m talking about games you’ve physically bought and have stored away. In my case, my backlog currently sits at over 100 games. Recently, I’ve questioned myself over this ridiculous amount and at times even considered the possibility that I was a compulsive hoarder. I grew so concerned one night that I actually sent an email to a friend contemplating the situation and he reminded me it was my passion.And that’s just it – it’s my passion. I have purchased a lot of these games simply because they were going for cheap (though I must admit some of them have been reduced further before I’ve had the chance to play them!), they were games that would likely become difficult to find after a while or they were already rare gems. Most importantly, I can genuinely say I have an interest in every single game in my backlog for one reason or another. Sure, I am hoarding them away but it certainly beats paying full price. I’d also argue another reason I buy so many games is because I am a bit of a shopaholic. For me shopping is a form of therapy. When I’m in a bad mood nothing fixes me up better than a day of shopping. I’ll have a nice lunch, browse the shelves of my local game shop and then savour the tender moment when I slip those crisp paper bills through my fingers and exchange them for a bag of goodies.
After thinking it over further I realised what had led me to question my hoarding ways in the first place: the comments of those around me. Apart from my “hardcore gamer” friends people really don’t understand why I purchase so many videogames. This of course gives me a reputation that I never socialise and prefer to stay home playing games. In some respects this is true; I’m not one to spend the night out on the town drinking until the wee hours of the morning. Hell, even my love life is pretty much down the toilet at the moment. However, while gaming is my main passion I do lots of different activities in my spare time.
I’ve been volunteering at a community centre every second Thursday for about two and a half years now. My mornings at the centre are fairly routine; I’ll say hello to the manager and catch up with her, I’ll welcome all the ladies coming in for their activities, I’ll check the phone messages, do the dishes and other general reception duties. I honestly enjoy every moment I’m at that place, all the pressures are off my shoulders and because I’m just a volunteer I can go at my own pace with little expectation. Originally I volunteered to gain some work experience due to being unemployed and then after about a year I finally got a job. Why do I still volunteer at the community centre? Well, as strange as it sounds it feels like I’m visiting my second family every time I walk in the building. It also gives me a change of atmosphere and keeps up my skill levels in administration.
People who know me well can tell you I’m also a fairly family-orientated man. On my days off I love going out for lunch or dinner with my family. I’ve even paid for my parents and sister on a few occasions. The way I see it is no matter my thirst for Mario’s latest adventure or the next big console to be released on the market, no matter my commitment to work or desire for money, I’ll always cast everything aside to be there for my family. My family is what is precious the most to me, and without them I can honestly say I would be a broken man.
Then of course there are my friends. Sadly, most of them live interstate which means our main form of contact is by email or SMS. This in itself has led to comments suggesting I only get along with people “from the internet” and that they’re not true friends. I can tell you now those comments are a load of crock. Sure, I don’t necessarily have that face-to-face interaction but that doesn’t mean our conversations are any less meaningful. I find I tend to open up a little more to these so called “internet people” who live across the boarder and will discuss everything from general problems I’m experiencing to the seemingly insignificant activities I got up to during the day. Perhaps what people don’t get is that these “internet people” actually care about what’s going on in my life and will equally tell me about their day and ask for my opinion on things. We share many great conversations and fully understand where we stand in this world. So honestly, are these “internet people” really just random individuals or do they warrant the status of “friend”? I’m going to go with the status of friend.
More recently I have also grown quite fond of watching TV series and movies. At the end of the day sometimes I’m just tired and don’t want to think about anything so instead of gaming I like to sit back, have a glass of coke at my side and be enlightened by a good story. Those stories let me escape reality and in general are more interesting than what my immediate surroundings can provide me. It isn’t just the typical action or comedy flicks either, I watch documentary films, dramas, computer animated films and even a little anime.
I realise I began this post talking about my massive backlog of games but it stemmed from people always thinking I just play games in my spare time. The fact is I get up to more than just that. I do volunteer work, spend time with my family, go shopping (for things other games believe it or not!), watch movies and chat to friends both online and off. When you consider I usually work four-five days a week at my paid job it actually becomes apparent I don’t spend as much time playing games as people think. In fact, sometimes I go days at a time without loading a single game. As for my hoarding ways, well, it’s as simple as it sounds – it’s my passion. And when you think about it, there are certainly a lot worse things in this world I could be spending my money on. So if you find the people in your life always have the misconception you spend all your spare time playing videogames, don’t let it ruin your passion. Stay strong and stay true to yourself.





